Today

Today my grandmother back home from the hospital. I am very happy. But another side  I am sad because my weight increased again. :(

:(

Pathetic, when myself was ill also must take care of others. Argh, job responsibilities. 
Excruciating pain and I must eat so many kinds of drugs. OMG 6 tablets

Me and Grandma

Yesterday morning I went to the supermarket I bought 2 sets of pajamas for my grandmother. there are purple and pink colour. hehe...this colours  looks like too young for her. but I buy this colour because i wanted  she will look more fresh and young.

Two generation with same reaction."empty"

she's just woke up

Thanks 4 this song

Insha Allah (God Willing) - Maher Zain.

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

Chorus:
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
You'll find your way

Every time
You commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent and that it's way too late
You're so confused
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full shame
But don't despair
And never lose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side

Chorus

Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah
Guide my steps, don't let me go astray
You're the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

InshaAllah
InshaAllah
InshaAllah
We'll find the way

Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi
Melody: Maher Zain
Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira
© Awakening Records 2009

Yay

I do not know why. so far I seem to be able to be happy. or just because I'm always trying to show it's happy? but I just could not laugh at all.
 actually what t is the birthday mean? many words, lots of prayer? I really do not understand what the meaning of the birthday party. but for me this feel so self-less to getting older.

我不知道为什么

我不知道为什么   我不知道为什么,   ....

I am Today

Waved goodbye to yesterday.
welcome to the future.
thank God for the breath that remains faithful to accompany my footsteps.

There are many lessons that could not be given any teacher.  
there is sadness that makes me able to realize the happiness behind it.

There's no perfection in me.  
many bad traits I have.  
but you still protect me with a forgiveness that never stops.

thank my mother.
without her I would never be born into this world.
my father with his wisdom and gentleness
I grew stronger.

I am sad tonight
without reason.  
want to cry do not know for what?

Ma ... I miss you.

God hug me tighter.
let me hide in your armpits
I'm tired of what's inside my head

See

One year sometimes seem so long. Although in fact will be felt soon after passed. Hahaha ..... of course.


This year is likely  feel very heavy. Not because of  the work. But rather how  to determine the next plan after one year. That was still confusing.

I think in a person's head still save a lot of other heads hehe ...

I need someone who can guide and understand me. Many things I do not understand. Though I had been trying to understand.

I am who I am? I am nothing. what can people expect. when I dont have any excess.

Alergi

When allergy season hits, do you find yourself sniffling and sneezing your way through the day? If so, you already know that allergies are no fun, and you might be seeking natural ways to relieve allergies without having to take prescription medications. Maybe prescription medications haven’t even worked for you! Have no fear, try these simple solutions below and one might just be what you’ve been searching for.

 Drinking More Water
You may have discovered this already, but if you drink more water, mucus secretions will be thinner and your nose won’t be dried out from constantly blowing it.
 Vitamins and Minerals

Among the natural remedies that can help are vitamins A, B5, B12, C, and E. They all have different effects on the body, so be sure to consult a natural health expert, pharmacist or doctor before taking them. Omega-3 fatty acids, grape seed extract, and pantethine are some more supplements that will help reduce your allergic reactions.

 Herbs

Some herbal remedies include kelp, which boosts the immune system, licorice root, which reduces inflammation, and ginger root, which helps to relieve pain and reduce inflammation. Marshmallow root relieves irritation, while burdock clears congestion and mullein helps to soothe your throat. Some people report great success treating hay fever with stinging nettle. There are a great number of herbs to help naturally treat allergies, but not all of them might work for you because everyone’s body chemistry is different, so you may have to experiment.

 Butterbur

One herb in particular, butterbur, has received great attention lately, as it proved just as effective as a regular antihistamine medication in treating symptoms of allergies without the side-effect of drowsiness, and it has been given approval as an allergy remedy by British researchers.

 Spicy Foods

Another way to thin mucus secretions is through eating spicy foods! Onion, garlic, hot ginger and cayenne pepper are common choices, but any spicy food that clears your nasal passages can bring you temporary natural relief from the suffering of allergies.

 Neti Pot

A special pot that helps you wash out your sinuses, many allergy sufferers swear by it. If you have a little money to invest, you might find this solution works well for you.

 Some natural remedies can have adverse effects when taken in combination with other medications or natural remedies, so seek the advice of your doctor as to which herbs and vitamins you should take. Natural remedies can really help prevent you from suffering from allergies during that season!


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