SELAMAT DATANG DI DUNIA SAYA

Dunia saya adalah tentang apa yang saya sukai dan menyukai saya;...

Kamis, 30 Juni 2011

Aiueo

Argh, 工作多一年....希望攢夠錢。去上大學... ..... God    ...添加到我的寄託。精神

....幫助我。

Minggu, 26 Juni 2011

AW...

I had a dream my life would be, so different from this hell i'm living. so different now from what it seemed. now life has killed the dream...I dreamed.
That, just pieces of a dream I Dreamed lyrics. I do not know much about the song anyway. Origin writer wrote the lyrics that seem interesting.

Talk about a dream, I'm just really confused what I dream about. is it because my life is too happy, or because I have received everything in this life happily? I do not know.
 
 

Grandmother


the way she laugh :))

Saturday night. Nothing special for me, everything that happened as well as other nights. Just sometimes I can not sleep because my grandmother was crying all night, even until the morning


But tonight my Grandmother look very happy. She laughs when I say “阿玛,我爱上你了". She was apparently very happy to laugh many times. My grandmother could not speak but she could hear clearly  and she can understand what she heard.  


Maybe she laugh just because my voice is really bad or she liked my speech? I dont care. But I am really happy when I saw the way she laugh. Actually I get this phrase from  Korean drama title, that we had seen. So I use that title to tease my grandmother, and then the sentence I sing  with my own way.

Jumat, 24 Juni 2011

Process


From Rise of the Planet of the Apes Movie

When we are interested in something, we will try to find out anything has related to... 
So, there we will find out new things. So I think, there any search results that are most valuable is the "process".

Kamis, 23 Juni 2011

About Ruyati






I was lucky.  for lived with people who treat me like family.

I read the news that a female worker from Indonesia  was punished in Saudi Arabia Very sad because the Indonesian government actually know the news after Ruyati  dead..

^_*

All human in this earth beings, are always trying to get what they want. But, for some reason, sometimes I just stopped in the middle of the street just to ask again "what I want?" This makes a headache, right?

I have the desire, but dont know how to express. Talking too much would make myself tired.

There is one thing I dont know how to react to it. Someone who is completely clear in my mind, suddenly apear. He had made ​​the decision to prefer keeping the feelings of others. I accept the decision gracefully. and finally I realized I easily forget him because I didnt love him actually. also there so many other things more important to be resolved.  


I feel comfortable  with what I'm living right now,  but why a suddenly he came to ask for his  position like before. of course  I cant. Will never be able to recover something that has been broken into as they are before.  

There is a strange feeling when I heard his voice on the phone. I wanted to switch his call. Even though I do not hate him.

Rabu, 22 Juni 2011

I n Am

I used  laugh to hide the secret. So it was very unusual if you dont know what's on my mind actually. And I was not  care  with the assessment of others, as long as I know my goal. I'm not a good person. It's all I can say. So be aware...heheh

Sya la la

Grandma,who teach me what life  is
Misfortune does not mean  end up of everything. sometimes without realizing that was the source of ultimate happiness. Sometimes I'm tired of what I was dealing with. But on other days it feels easier because it has passed.

She is the best gift  God gave to me. She can not talk, just listen and cry. but he would laugh at something funny She was hearing. Comfortable face makes me love her very much. sometimes I talk about my sadness, my happiness to her. though she can not answer but i dont mind I just wanna share the story with her.

Selasa, 21 Juni 2011

MIXED


We don’t live as we wish, but as we can.You can only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.About all you can do in life is be who you are. Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.Life is too short, so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly.

Senin, 20 Juni 2011

Argh...

Drink More then dream More :D
Salad no 1 :)

No one knows what tomorrow will bring us. Desire to do the best, it's always dancing in my head. But what happened instead just "lazy"


I always envied those people who have spirit and  hard work to achieve his wish. Too much hope that in the end just made ​​me a headache. hehe oke just make it simple. Lets eat together.Cheers...:)

Minggu, 19 Juni 2011

Truth

The capsule of life :)

Beberapa bulan yang lalu Boss saya yang laki-laki membeli obat yang berasal dari kulit pohon. Tentunya bukan sembarang pohon terbukti dari harganya yang sangat mahal. Obat tersebut untuk nenek yang saya rawat sekarang. Sudah hampir 19 tahun beliau terkena stroke.  Setiap merebus pun hanya beberapa lembar, rasanya  sangat pahit warnanya hitam kekuningan. Tidak ada 1 ons harganya bisa lebih dari 10.000 NT. Untuk alasan tersebut Majikan saya menyimpan bekas rebusan tersebut. Setelah dicincang beliau mengemasnya dalam bentuk kapsul agar beliau bisa meminumnya tanpa perlu merasa pahit di lidah terlalu lama. 

Kebetulan waktu itu  saya melihatnya saat beliau sedang memasukan obat ke dalam kemasan kapsul berwarna transparant, dan saya tahu kalau obat tersebut dalam keadaan basah. Sedangkan kemasan kapsul akan lumer oleh air. Karena itu saya bilang pada beliau sebaiknya menunggu obat itu kering baru dimasukan. Ternyata beliau tidak percaya dan tetap memasukannya. Alhasil kapsul-kapsul itu lumer.

Lalu beliau tertawa sambil bilang "oh, iya ya?"

Nah, dari kisah itu saya hanya perlu mengingatkan selebihnya biar pelaku itu membuktikan kebenarannya.

To prove the truth doesn't always have to a war....

Sabtu, 18 Juni 2011

Drug

Wont die early
The sick always have hope for re-heal. for which the drug is made. But when over-taking it will actually create death. so the drug could be a god or demon?

The Wise Said

Keep walking and moving
Life is a long lesson in humility.We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you. How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday, in life you will have been all of these.Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can.Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches. Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars.Life is the sum of all your choices.

From World Quotations ^_^

Never Sending Letter

question not answered.. because:
1. do not know what that means
2. from unknown
3. unimportant

All answers are correct: (

Having for loss

I yearn for a peace. where I do not have to think about many things, do not need to ask or answer. without anxiety because of a loss. Dao de jing said loss is a result of having.

how do I try to live without a sense of caring to the lives of others?

how do i life without feeling responsible to the lives of people around me? I want to know.
because such a feeling makes me very- very uncomfortable.

 Such stupid think when my brain can not work properly. but my finger  still able to move. :D ngigau sebelum tidur. good night ^_^

Minggu, 12 Juni 2011

Sunday Morning


Morning Hunting
Minggu pagi yang cerah. Jam 5.30 weker HP saya menjerit dan memaksa saya untuk segera bangun lalu mengambil alat pengukur gula darah untuk mengukur kadar gula nenek saya. Hasilnya 87 mgdl. yang berarti kadar gula beliau masih normal. setelah itu saya juga mengambil pengukur tekanan darah dan termometer untuk mengukur tekanan darah dan  suhu badan Ama saya. Di alat tersebut menunjukan bahwa tekanan darah Ama; 142/70/65 mmhg sementara suhu badannya menunjukan angka 35,9 derajat celcius yang itu berarti Ama dalam keadaan normal.

Setelah menyuapi susu dan obat pagi, saya pun minta ijin pada Ayi untuk keluar jogging he...ini kebiasaan baru setelah 30 hari jaga di RS tubuh saya makin melar. Maka dari itu saya lari pagi. Tidak lupa saya membawa kamera saku saya yang berukuran mini untuk mengabadikan gambar. Saya bisa lupa bawa sisir atau bedak tapi saya tidak bisa lupa dengan kamera dan hp saya saat bepergian. sebenarnya saya membawa HP bukan untuk ngobrol tapi mendengarkan musik, ada sekitar 90 lagu dalam file memori hp saya selain E-book dan beberapa foto. Didalamnya hanya terdapat sekitar 30 nama dalam daftar phone book. Yah saya jarang sekali mengoleksi nomer HP.

Sekitar jam 6.30 saya keluar dengan 2 benda antik saya itu, dan sepatu skate berwarna hitam saya berlari menyebrangi trotoar lalu masuk mengelilingi sebuah taman. Haha...saya ngga bisa baca namanya. karena tulisan yang ada di pintu masuk menggunakan huruf China.:(

Tak disangka di dalam taman yang luas itu terdapat sejenis rawa yang tidak begitu besar di rawa itu tumbuh bunga teratai ada yang berwarna merah jambu dan putih. Tentu saja bukan hanya saya yang tertarik untuk mengabadikan foto pemandangan indah itu. Sudah banyak orang yang sibuk mengambil gambar dengan menggunakan kamera masing-masing yang rata-rata menggunakan kamera SLR wah...menakjupkan kamera mereka, dalam hati saya ngiri pengen beli. Tentu saja saya harus berpikir berulangkali kalau mau mewujudkan keinginan itu. Selain harganya yang mahal saya rasa itu tidak mendesak.

Dalam kesempatan itu saya mengambil beberapa foto silahkan lihat di album foto facebook saya meskipun tidak semua saya upload.   

Sabtu, 11 Juni 2011

Hari ini.

Sore hari yang sejuk. Hehe di bawah AC soalnya. Bulan terakhir ini meski melelahkan tapi cukup menyenangkan. karena bnyak sekali orang-orang baik di sekeliling saya. Saya adalah salah satu orang yang amat beruntu ng mendapatkan Majikan yabg menyayangi saya seperti keluarga sendiri. Ama (nenek), adalah perempuan tua yang baru berusia 70 tahun namun sudah terkena struk total sejak berusia 43 tahun. Ama memiliki 3 orang anak yaitu, Kuku, Loupan, Susuk. Kuku adalah panggilan untuk anak perempuan sekaligus anak pertama Ama, baik cuma terkadang agak kekanakan dan bikin geregetan. Beliau tinggal sendirian di rumahnya dan tidak berniat menjalin hubungan dengan seorang lelaki apalagi untuk menikah. Loupan adalah anak lelaki ke 2 Ama. Tapi dalam keluarga dialah motoriknya. Dia tegas, dan sedikit pemarah dan perfeksionis tapi disiplin dan baik. Susuk adalah anak ke 3 Ama. Dari 3 anak Ama boleh dibilang dialah yang paling sempurna sifatnya. Baik, berwibawa, dan ngga cerewet dan lebih ganteng hehe...Tapi sayang menikah sudah 3 kali. :D mungkin itu sebabnya dia bisa menikah sampai 3 kali. entah kenapa meskipun mereka bos saya tapi kami seperti seorang anak dengan orang tuanya, kadang seperti sahabat, bercanda ngobrol banyak hal. Sehingga banyak sekali yang mempertanyakan posisi saya yang hanya seorang perawat ibu mereka.
Terlebih dengan menantu Ama, yang biasa dipanggil Ayi. Ayi adalah istri Loupan kami berdua sangat dekat sudah seperti anak dan ibu. sehingga waktu di RS banyak yang heran dengan keakraban kami. Hampir seluruh baju-baju yang saya miliki adalah pembelian Ayi. Makanan, minuman apapun ia tidak pernah membedakan. Semuanya rata seperti ia memperlakukan anak-anaknya. Sangat kebetulan anak-anak Ayi hampir seumuran semua.

To be continued....:))

Jumat, 10 Juni 2011

Lama

Halo...

Entah sudah berapa lama blog ini nganggur tanpa update. Bukan karena sibuk loh. entahlah mungkin sindrom malas benar-benar sudah mendarah daging haik. Mengenaskan. Selama satu bulan ini aku jaga di RS. Sebenarnya banyak kisah-kisah lucu tapi hanya aku update di facebook. hehe...sempat hampir berantem sama dokter, sempat matiin lampu kantor, dipencet-pencet jarinya dikira jari Ama. Besok atau lusa pasti aku ceritakan.