Today

Today my grandmother back home from the hospital. I am very happy. But another side  I am sad because my weight increased again. :(

:(

Pathetic, when myself was ill also must take care of others. Argh, job responsibilities. 
Excruciating pain and I must eat so many kinds of drugs. OMG 6 tablets

Me and Grandma

Yesterday morning I went to the supermarket I bought 2 sets of pajamas for my grandmother. there are purple and pink colour. hehe...this colours  looks like too young for her. but I buy this colour because i wanted  she will look more fresh and young.

Two generation with same reaction."empty"

she's just woke up

Thanks 4 this song

Insha Allah (God Willing) - Maher Zain.

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

Chorus:
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
You'll find your way

Every time
You commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent and that it's way too late
You're so confused
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full shame
But don't despair
And never lose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side

Chorus

Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah
Guide my steps, don't let me go astray
You're the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

InshaAllah
InshaAllah
InshaAllah
We'll find the way

Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi
Melody: Maher Zain
Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira
© Awakening Records 2009